Forayed
His leaving was never a relief. In spite of the things and the moments that were restrained because of his presence, in spite of my overwhelming cry for freedom — his flight crushed my heart into tiny, hurting fragments. The pain was overwhelming.
I don’t know where else to go now. I followed my head and it led me here - nowhere. Nowehere near that happiness I’ve imagined. My head could be selfish most times, and this is where it left me.
And the worst part of it all was when he said goodbye as if he somehow anticipated these things happening. It was as though he had been right from the start about me and where it will lead us. Yet, he was unselfish enough to tolerate everyhting that I do for the sake of sparing me the pain of my errors. And that’s just really unbearable.
